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Need by jAIKOd97, literature

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Need

Even though I’m weak, tired and somewhat lonely – remember who you are, and that I need you to hold me Even though this life, goes by, and wont stop running – remember that I’m waiting, hoping you’re still coming And even though it takes too long for me to tell you – remember only you can give me all that I need you to When fighting for our lives feels like it happens to us daily – I know that you’re the one who always somehow seems to save me As much as I might like to pretend, that I have it in myself to end, all the chaos, crazy fear, in my heart, between my ears I need you. I just need you. Its made clearer every day, what you make stronger is hard to say Its deep inside, without a name, and only you can stoke this flame Keep on breathing, being, staying here with me and babe, remember, please I need you. I just need you More today than yesterday, or at least than what I knew More tomorrow than today, I’m sure I’ll find that to be true And when all is said and done, I’ll be so

Untitled by jAIKOd97, literature

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Untitled

A blank page calls to me Tell a story Daunting Scary Recall a memory Or more than a few Of 20 years All spent with you A lifetime began Origins elude The middle filled With all we’d do A generation Brought in tow Life redefines What it means to grow And laugh and cry and toil and tear Our pain, our joy, our hope, our fear It’s ours – yours, mine It’s ours to own Together Started 20 years ago “I love you” seem such empty words “I love you” at times has seemed absurd “I love you” though true, can seem too easy “I need you” is the feeling deep within me “I want youR

I Wish by jAIKOd97, literature

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I Wish

I wish my heart was whole To love you like you need And had been all along I wish I’d been a man The kind to sweep you off your feet The kind that never did you wrong I wish your heart could feel no pain By wishing time and time again That hurting you was not the choice I wish my love for you was bold And screamed its truth with every look With loud and never-ending voice I wish, and dare to maybe hope That we can dream and reach new heights And live in love and safety too Do I dare to hope we’ll see A time when we both make the team Undone by anything we do I want to love you far beyond What could be written in a song

I don't have the words by jAIKOd97, literature

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I don't have the words

Another song about a broken heart was not what I meant to write But knowing yours breaks again, I hope this gets you through tonight Every time I come home and find you one more time crying on the floor I wonder how my lucks held out this long and I go a little more crazy than before I hurt you bad, but not for good as time strips away at pain I caused I take the blame and so I should while regret grows over time I lost Hearing you cry while you shake in my arms could break my heart in two I’d give it all to hold you close while every little thing drains from deep in you I can’t find the words to say I love you The way you ne

Mermaid by jAIKOd97, literature

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Mermaid

Self-assured with peace to spare I will wait, wait, and find that for which I search Un-repressed and made for growth Beauty sits, stays, upon this grassy surf Out of place or seemingly Maybe strength, calm, comes to those like me Sun breaks through and over waves Of earthly, grounded, green swept seas And reveals A maiden out of water All roots run deep As leaves surround earths daughter Balanced perfectly

Who am I Anyways? by jAIKOd97, literature

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Who am I Anyways?

Am I the sum of my totals, or the total of my sums? Am I the name that you call me - wife, daughter, friend, mom? Is it the dancer that makes me? Or the Maker that dances above? At the way that He made me. Am I defined by that love? Am I the way that my body can stretch, twist and turn? Reach over, reach under, reach around till it burns? Am I the singer that cries during life's hardest songs? The intercessor rejoicing at life's battles won? Was I put here to do these? Is this all that I do? Do these things that I'm doing define purpose too? Am I a giver of life to all that I see? Does what I do really matter to anyone, to m

Wonderings by jAIKOd97, literature

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Wonderings

I love you large I love you lots I wonder much About your thoughts Are they mundane like mine can be Are they of life or you and me Are they of things we’ve done outside And times you chose you wouldn’t hide Or maybe fights we seem to have Over those things that make you sad A bitter pill, a better choice To listen to a truthful voice I love you lots Sometimes too small Each time with you I want to love them all

You by jAIKOd97, literature

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You

The day is beautiful, as are you It hints at hope, my thoughts do too Sometimes the sun does run and hide, A fleeting visit, teasing skies Like that stars existence seems to cease So seems our joy, our strength, our peace Although in time stars fade and wane Our peace will grow, what fades is pain The sun returns, not gone for good But if it were, its understood: We're like the light, no end, undying What will burn out? - your tears, your crying

Absurd by jAIKOd97, literature

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Absurd

I woke up beside you again today Just like the day before Seems like forever that I’ve been doing that I hope forevermore You’re still right there when I reach for you I feel you while I sleep I dream of times when I’ll look back Amazed you’re mine to keep Your slow rise breath, your golden skin The things I’d like to do My mind does race, a fevered pace To meet you through and through I don’t take for granted where I woke up today Or think that its deserved With gratitude and satisfied Your love for me remains absurd

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Dec 11, 2015

One and Only

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I want to hold you close, slip in behind you Hear you breath and watch your chest move Taste your neck and smell your hair Close my eyes and linger there I'd let you sleep a while longer Desire for you growing stronger Can I wake you with a kiss? Leave a  smile upon your lips Make a song up on the spot And sing to you my every thought About my wife of whom it pains me To consider her heart breaking And of my only ever lover Cherish, value and always honor As I write I see you sleeping I'm one part happy, the other grieving For far too long you've been alone Again tonight wish I was home I'll never leave you in word or deed

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